R.I.P. SATORIA!!!!
Posted: Fri Dec 31, 2004 5:22 pm
do not stand at my grave n' forever weep, i am not there, i do not sleep. i am a thousand winds that blow, i am the diamond glints on snow. i am the sunlight on ripened grain, i am the gentle autumn's rain. when u awaken in the morning's hush, i am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds on circled flight, i am the soft starts that shine at night. so do not stand at my grave n' forever cry, i am not there, i did not die!
Satoria that's dedicated to you gurl...i love u so much...in life and in death....i think of u often n' i miss you so much...every time i see B2K....i think of you cuz i kno how u LOVED lil' fizz so much....it hurt me so much inside to see you go...but i kno i should be happy for u...cuz i kno ur in a betta place now n' i can't wait until we see each otha again....u were, are, n' alwais will be my best friend...i'll neva forget u n' the way u had all the boiz afta u....lolz....it hurt me to see you go but i kno ur watching over us each day keeping us safe...i hope u kno that im alwais thinking about u n' i cry a lot whenever i think about u not being here anymore...u were there for me when i needed u...a shoulder to cry on....a friend to laugh with...u were alwais there....n' i kno u still r...so until we meet again...good-bye!
~*~*~For those of u who don't kno Satoria Shavelle Richardson, she was a great daughter n' friend to many. On New Year's Eve she had gotten struck by two cars while crossing the street at 6:30PM that night. She was then taken to Alexian Brothers Hospital in Elk Grove Village. With her 15th birthday just 2 days away n' the new year a couple of hours away, she had passed away at 8:30PM that night. Many came to mourn at her wake n' funeral. I know that she's up there n' waiting for all of us to come n' say hello again. She was a beautiful gurl n' one that u could never forget. She brought the party to our lives n' we're all grateful for that. I love her n' I miss her! May she R.I.P.
Each day I wake up from a terrible dream,
Only to find the world has changed.
I go to your room; your things are still there
Your dolls, your medals and your favorite bear.
The scent of you lingers, the smell of your hair
Memories of you, I find, are everywhere
Your precious books are stacked by the bed
And tissues that captured your tears as you read
Your paintings and drawings still hang on the wall
Collections of seashells and rocks from the beach
Bring back the memories of the times well spent
How do I go on without you by my side?
To love you to hold you, with smiles and pride.
My heart, it is broken, my dear beloved child
I miss your laughter, your music and your smiles,
All of our dreams of the future will never come true
The 'whys 'and 'if onlys 'endlessly swirl in my head
Please tell me, oh God, I wish I were dead.
Your friends and your family will never forget,
Your friendship, your love and your gentle kindness
You will live on forever in their hearts and their minds,
I will love you forever for your one of a kind.
Cry not for me, for I'll see no dawn
my blood runs cold, my soul is gone.
No more no light will my eyes but see,
no starlit night nor moonlight be.
Cry not for me for I can not hear,
for sound escapes the dying ear.
Swept along the halls of dead,
with cries of pain and moans of dread.
Cry not for me for I am no more,
my way has left through the shining door.
The path doth run read with blood
A raging torrent, a charnel flood.
Cry instead for those who stay,
for without the hope there is no way.
From ages past and lands before,
A hand awaits to open the door.
Cry instead for those that stay,
for I am dust and blown away.
Satoria that's dedicated to you gurl...i love u so much...in life and in death....i think of u often n' i miss you so much...every time i see B2K....i think of you cuz i kno how u LOVED lil' fizz so much....it hurt me so much inside to see you go...but i kno i should be happy for u...cuz i kno ur in a betta place now n' i can't wait until we see each otha again....u were, are, n' alwais will be my best friend...i'll neva forget u n' the way u had all the boiz afta u....lolz....it hurt me to see you go but i kno ur watching over us each day keeping us safe...i hope u kno that im alwais thinking about u n' i cry a lot whenever i think about u not being here anymore...u were there for me when i needed u...a shoulder to cry on....a friend to laugh with...u were alwais there....n' i kno u still r...so until we meet again...good-bye!
~*~*~For those of u who don't kno Satoria Shavelle Richardson, she was a great daughter n' friend to many. On New Year's Eve she had gotten struck by two cars while crossing the street at 6:30PM that night. She was then taken to Alexian Brothers Hospital in Elk Grove Village. With her 15th birthday just 2 days away n' the new year a couple of hours away, she had passed away at 8:30PM that night. Many came to mourn at her wake n' funeral. I know that she's up there n' waiting for all of us to come n' say hello again. She was a beautiful gurl n' one that u could never forget. She brought the party to our lives n' we're all grateful for that. I love her n' I miss her! May she R.I.P.
Each day I wake up from a terrible dream,
Only to find the world has changed.
I go to your room; your things are still there
Your dolls, your medals and your favorite bear.
The scent of you lingers, the smell of your hair
Memories of you, I find, are everywhere
Your precious books are stacked by the bed
And tissues that captured your tears as you read
Your paintings and drawings still hang on the wall
Collections of seashells and rocks from the beach
Bring back the memories of the times well spent
How do I go on without you by my side?
To love you to hold you, with smiles and pride.
My heart, it is broken, my dear beloved child
I miss your laughter, your music and your smiles,
All of our dreams of the future will never come true
The 'whys 'and 'if onlys 'endlessly swirl in my head
Please tell me, oh God, I wish I were dead.
Your friends and your family will never forget,
Your friendship, your love and your gentle kindness
You will live on forever in their hearts and their minds,
I will love you forever for your one of a kind.
Cry not for me, for I'll see no dawn
my blood runs cold, my soul is gone.
No more no light will my eyes but see,
no starlit night nor moonlight be.
Cry not for me for I can not hear,
for sound escapes the dying ear.
Swept along the halls of dead,
with cries of pain and moans of dread.
Cry not for me for I am no more,
my way has left through the shining door.
The path doth run read with blood
A raging torrent, a charnel flood.
Cry instead for those who stay,
for without the hope there is no way.
From ages past and lands before,
A hand awaits to open the door.
Cry instead for those that stay,
for I am dust and blown away.
i believe she is in a better place, but that doesnt stop the hurt from not having them in your life 
